So much on my mind, how can I write it all down. Don’t think about time all it does is go around. So what if you can’t rhyme, just get it all written down..
Okay, so my family is going through it. I’ve been gone for so long, thinking things were all good, how stupid.
Selfish thoughts and actions, thinking of my own well being over anyone else’s. But I’ve been feeding my carnal spirit, so I’m not even helping.
I’m just digging a bigger hole, inviting evil into my soul.
I should be chasing after Jesus, not chasing after gold.
Without God in my life there’s no way I can be whole.
No matter how lost I seem, I’ll always have my goals.
Like to find inner peace,
Find what is meant for me,
What’ll make my body feel complete,
Once I become financially free,
What will there be left for me to see.
I’ve seen a lot of things but still cant escape the higher me,
even when I try ti put the drugs down, im still lost and cant be found
But when its all said & done, who will be there when I get put into the ground
Yeah my body will be there but my spirit will be looking down.
shit i’m getting to deep but now I’m too far to turn around
So I guess I’ll just keep going,
I know a lot about life that my peers haven’t been shown
That’s why my goal is to wake em up,
Like an alarm clock,
they’re the patient and im the doc